Live to Love. Love to Live
after a long day of school i end the night with my bf, who totally played it off that we were never gonna do pumpkin carving. thanks for all the surprises. he’s def one of the best things that’s ever happened to me <3

after a long day of school i end the night with my bf, who totally played it off that we were never gonna do pumpkin carving. thanks for all the surprises. he’s def one of the best things that’s ever happened to me <3

never doing this again -__- took too long
bored

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage =  morning coffee
2. last phone call = sPam <3
3. last text message = Mike [:
4. last song you listened to = the acoustic justin bieber one time
5. last time you cried = long time ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = yesss
7. been cheated on = not that i know of
8. kissed someone & regretted it = yuppppp
9. lost someone special = yes
10. been depressed = not depressed, just unthankful
11. been drunk and threw up = yesss -__- hehe

 


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. grey
13. purple
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yuppers
16. Fallen out of love = na
17. Laughed until you cried = all the time
18. Met someone who changed you = yuppers
19. Found out who your true friends were = definitely <3
20. Found out someone was talking about you = not that i remember
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list = yuppers

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = all
24. Do you have any pets = the only other princess in the house.. sugar! haha
26. What did you do for your last birthday = USuals and famILY <3
27. What time did you wake up today = 11 -> that’s the latest this summer!

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = eating ice cream ahaha!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = when i could go to disneyland!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 10 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = nothing [:
32. What are you listening to right now = justin bieber
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = not that i know of
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = nothing
35. Most visited webpage = twitter and facebook
37. Nicknames = kelsey <3
38. Relationship Status = hmmmm [:
39. Zodiac Sign = pieces
40. He or She? = him. haha
41. Elementary? = boone
42. Middle School = Bell Jr high
43. High school/College = MorseHighSchool
44. Hair color = brown
45. Long or short = long
46. Height = 5’1
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yuppp!
48: What do you like about yourself? = what do you like about me?
49. Piercings = one on each ear.
50. Tattoos = never.
51. Righty or lefty = Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = none
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend = charmaine yee in the 1st grade
55. First sport you joined = soccer
56. First vacation = don’t remember
58. First pair of trainers = ??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I’m about to = get ready for del mar again!
62. Listening to = justin bieber
63. Waiting for= time to pass.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = yuppers
65. Get Married? = of course
66. Career? = nurse

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneously romantic :) -> good one juan!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms= both?
73. Sensitive or loud = neither. HAHA idk. a lil bit of both but not too much
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = yes -___-
77. Drank hard liquor = Yah
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
79. Sex on first date = na
80. Broken someone’s heart = probably
81. Had your own heart broken = yuppp
82. Been arrested = na
83. Turned someone down = yaaa
84. Cried when someone died = yuppp
85. Fallen for a friend = a long time ago

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Most of the time.
87. Miracles = Sometimes.
88. Love at first sight = nope
89. Heaven = Yes.
90. Santa Claus = yupp
91. Kiss on the first date = yuppp
92. Angels = Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Yea
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = haha i guess?
95. Did you sing today? = no
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = dont know
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?  any day with my usuals <3
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = yup
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = no

quote.

Whenever someone sorrows, I do not say, “forget it,” or “it will pass,” or “it could be worse” — all of which deny the integrity of the painful experience. But I say, to the contrary, “It is worse than you may allow yourself to think. Delve into the depth. Stay with the feeling. Think of it as a precious source of knowledge and guidance. Then and only then will you be ready to face it and be transformed in the process.” — Peter Koestenbaum

(via jeruhmeezy, sweethomestyle)
WOWZA

ahhhh!! pooooollsss eerywhere!! my dream house!

(via jeruhmeezy, sweethomestyle)

WOWZA

ahhhh!! pooooollsss eerywhere!! my dream house!

A girls’ simple pleasures:

littlemiss:

alexisjeanne:

  • Letting your hair free from a pony-tail at the end of the day.
  • That smooth sensation you get all over your body right after you shave.
  • Taking your bra off after a long day.
  • Getting ready for a day you been looking forward to.
  • Chillin’ at home, no make-up, bed hair, basketball shorts, in front of the TV snacking endlessly on junk food.
  • Knowing it’s your last day of your menstrual cycle.
  • Going through your bags of new clothes… that were on sale!

sooooooo TRUE! AHAHHAHAHA!

dansur:

jcoronel23:

kurtrayunnn:

minhoookim:

Damn, it’s like burning a Country’s flag.. hahaLALaker&lt;3 :)  

HAHA, wowww, Min!

 thats wassup! lets go lakers!!

let’s go lakers. please i dont want to lose 20 bucks today &gt;.&lt; CMON

That is the most disrespectful thing anyone could ever do! Wow i bet people don&#8217;t even know anything about basketball to be talking shit. they either just like it cause LA is the closest city to SD or because they like the color purple. I would NEVER do that to a laker jersey or even think its funny if i saw a picture of a burning laker jersey. Even though I&#8217;m not a fan, I respect their game. I talk shit cause they are my least favorite in the NBA but I would never go that far. Seriously people grow up. And if you&#8217;re gonna bash on a team, KNOW your facts.

dansur:

jcoronel23:

kurtrayunnn:

minhoookim:

Damn, it’s like burning a Country’s flag.. haha
LALaker<3 :)  

HAHA, wowww, Min!

 thats wassup! lets go lakers!!

let’s go lakers. please i dont want to lose 20 bucks today >.< CMON

That is the most disrespectful thing anyone could ever do! Wow i bet people don’t even know anything about basketball to be talking shit. they either just like it cause LA is the closest city to SD or because they like the color purple. I would NEVER do that to a laker jersey or even think its funny if i saw a picture of a burning laker jersey. Even though I’m not a fan, I respect their game. I talk shit cause they are my least favorite in the NBA but I would never go that far. Seriously people grow up. And if you’re gonna bash on a team, KNOW your facts.

first day of summer school tomorrow!!

Work at 530am -9 tomrrow, then school from 10-2. hmm I’m definitely burning myself out.

nGod gives you another opportunity when you in no way, shape or form deserve another.

public health.

mmk so I guess i’m gonna take 9 units this summer so I can be on track with public health which means i have school from monday - thursday from 10-2 :/ then ima try to put in at least 20 hours at work on friday, saturday, and sunday.

p.s. I barely have ANY days off. and NEVER any breaks…. I’m tired of everyone taking advantage of me.. i’m tired of doing everyone for other people and not getting any type of appreciation in return..

I’ll be an RN one day.. just watch..

heart>mind.. somday that’ll be me, for now mind>heart.

“Always had to be the independent woman that did everything on her own.Never needed anyone to do shit for me. Prided myself on never needing a boyfriend.Never let anybody see me cry because I knew I wasn’t weak.”
I read that online today, which is exactly how I feel. I hope one day I won’t be scared anymore. That I’ll choose heart over mind. That one day I’ll actually show that I give a fuck. My past has definitely left a scar in my heart. One day.. I’ll learn to give myself to someone again..